This is not the time to illumine this is the time to rest from the thought drilling process and let come what may. The past is done and it was a great experience. Now we are in the midst of uncertainty about how we will ever achieve so awesome a flow of opportunity, beauty and abundance. How will we ever be able to mathematically calculate the solution and take the action to fulfill the needs of the issues that needed resolving? Do we prepare for battle tomorrow or do we wait for tomorrow to come and be as surprised as anybody else how it unfolds? Do we do the exercises that give us the right to say that we are who we want to be or do we say we are who we want to be or do we leave who we are for the reactive process of finding out tomorrow? If we say we are who we want to be and the fates say we are someone else how do we marry the contentment of seeing our dreams squashed into reality cups with the taking of opportunities that are conversant with our fabricated character? When do we take count of those things we can count on? And when do we build up the potential to create more moments that wow our audience i.e. the watchers, the testers, the talkers that have such an influence on our character. How do we choose which rituals to participate in and track from its beginning to its end that keep us acceptable to the umpires who will be responsible for approving our movement up the ladder of success or if it is our inclination our accumulation of relations. I am open to the organizing quality of the universal grammar I am willing to be the pencil of the creator and wish to write some believable stories.